ha. ha. ha. Very funny.

Don't mind me. I'm just having a conversation with Fate =)

You do know what April Fool's Day is for, right? Then why have you been pulling practical jokes on me all year long la? >=(

Say, are you good friends with Coincidence?

Just asking I guess. Cos you two seem to have ALOT in common. Maybe that's just a coincidence, eh? =P

Yeah, I do believe in you. I always have.

Huh..? You mean if I believe in you, I have to trust you? x_x

Oh.

Erm, yes, I do happen to know who Trust is.

Aiks? When did you two get married? O_0

You have a child already? What's it's name? o.o'

Ooo.. Faith is a nice name. Sounds like yours, eh? ^.^

So Opportunity and Timing are now grandparents at long last! =D

I'm glad you dumped Denial. It was going nowhere.

Wei, I malas to play baseball with you already. You always throw curveballs! Ish. Next time I wanna be the pitcher, okay? =.=

Hmmm... I think I'm beginning to see your style. You sneak behind my back and plan all the future curveballs you're going to throw at me X.x

Wah, every ball smacked me in the arse for a reason? <=(

Yea yea, I have to learn the hard way. I hate how you're always right
=((

The way you work is really, really weird sometimes. Mystery la you. =.='

Oh, you gotta go? Where to?

Ah, I see. Say hi to Future for me then =)

Thanks, Fate. I'll see you for our next Little League, aite ^^

The time has come....

My brother just called me to confirm, and he's already perfected his big-brother-must-be-respected-and-who-are you-to date-my-sister thing. My dad's still on his 'Nobody's good enough for my little girl' act. My mum's overly expressing her joy that she's going to meet her future ..... *cough cough choke*

TC's going to meet my family tomorrow, and I'm going to pee in my pants....

Acceptance

He trusted her enough to allow her into his fortress. His fortress, where all his greatest treasures and deepest secrets lay. He opened the door to his heart, he bared his soul.

She was shocked to find what she saw in front of her. She had not seen this coming, she was not prepared in any way.

Her first reaction was to run. And so she did.

Back to her home she ran, her heart with her she took. In a little corner she hid, in that little corner she cried. Suddenly, she felt all alone.

He had turned into someone she felt that she didn't know anymore. When she looked at his face, she saw someone she did not recognize. A stranger.

Her troops gathered around her in defense. The Little Pawn came forth, prepared to accept the order for battle to resume.

She looked at her troops, she looked at her Little Pawn's face. All familiar, comforting faces.

But then she saw something different.

Looking back at her now were no more the once brave, proud army that built the great wall around her. Looking back now were tired, forlorn hearts with no more desire for battle.

In the time that the war had ceased, the land had been serene. Everyone was well fed and cared for. Worries disappeared, burdens reduced. They were happy.

That's what it does. It overcomes fear, it overpowers problems, it overrides worries, it overshadows flaws.

It is the basis for a very high level of acceptance.

No, it isn't capable of solving everything alone.

But it sure helps a great deal.

That's Love....

So back to his fortress she went. To share this new life with him. She accepted him once again for everything he is to her now...

--=--

What he revealed to me was definitely something that I found myself being dreadfully uncomfortable with. And because I was uncomfortable with it, the natural thought that came to my mind was that I can't accept this. And if it's something that I can't accept, then it wouldn't be fair for the both of us.

I wanted to take some time to think it through. I realized that I didn't need to think, I needed to feel. Even though I knew it was there, every time I'm with him it didn't matter anymore. Something like this is only but a mere stumbling block compared to how I feel when he takes my hand, when he holds me, when I see him smile...

I did my calculations. It was worth the risk.

When I accepted you for who you were, I did not only accept your present, I also accepted everything in your past and in your future as well.

Thank you for sharing that part of yourself with me.

Random thoughts 29.5-4.6

Mon
Maybe it was my own mistake. But I don't think it was even a mistake. Learning to adapt to this feeling will be tough. But I know that if I really want to change, it will definitely hurt during times like these. I did ponder about something that I shouldn't even be considering. I shouldn't consider it because I trust you. Right....?

Tues
Bad luck is like Pringles. Not only are they stacked up all nice and neat one after the other, they are also almost impossible to get rid of. Been having so many worries on my mind, I wish I could just run away. This is reality swinging its hardest hit.

Wed
I look at their situations and who they are now, and I know for sure that I made the right decision. This has taught me to stop being afraid of the 'what if it did' and start looking at the 'what if it didn't'. This is what I could have missed, and I may have never known.

Thur
Is it easier to be happy by making someone else happy? If you had to choose between making yourself happy but upsetting your loved one, or making your loved one happy but upsetting yourself, which would you choose?















Fri
Everything has consequences. What you do right now may be a direct consequence of what happens to you the very next minute, or something that happens to you 22 years down the road. But what made you make the decision that you did? Why did things happen in the sequence that they did? I've always believed in fate. It leaves you with no choice. I believe that's the way God maps out your life path. Perhaps He knew that if He just dropped the map in front of you, you'd just lose your way anyway.

Sat
It's amazing how much my whole perception of someone can change in just one split second. What I heard and saw today scared me somewhat. But then you hold me, and I instead feel safe and secure because I am in the arms of someone just like you.

Sun
I love evenings.