Monday, January 01, 2007

Will he go?

He decided to leave yesterday.

The confrontation finally happened, and it was her fault again. I was excited about moving in, starting anew. But if that is going to cost me a father, then maybe I'd rather continue living in uncertainty.

I guess this is it.

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For the first time this year, Christmas was spent without any of them by my side.












In fact, he was my only "family".

Luckily, Ben was down in Malaysia this Christmas. It was probably only because of him that I at least saw bro and sis.










I miss him. Wonder what will happen this year when he's not around...