Random thoughts 29.5-4.6

Mon
Maybe it was my own mistake. But I don't think it was even a mistake. Learning to adapt to this feeling will be tough. But I know that if I really want to change, it will definitely hurt during times like these. I did ponder about something that I shouldn't even be considering. I shouldn't consider it because I trust you. Right....?

Tues
Bad luck is like Pringles. Not only are they stacked up all nice and neat one after the other, they are also almost impossible to get rid of. Been having so many worries on my mind, I wish I could just run away. This is reality swinging its hardest hit.

Wed
I look at their situations and who they are now, and I know for sure that I made the right decision. This has taught me to stop being afraid of the 'what if it did' and start looking at the 'what if it didn't'. This is what I could have missed, and I may have never known.

Thur
Is it easier to be happy by making someone else happy? If you had to choose between making yourself happy but upsetting your loved one, or making your loved one happy but upsetting yourself, which would you choose?















Fri
Everything has consequences. What you do right now may be a direct consequence of what happens to you the very next minute, or something that happens to you 22 years down the road. But what made you make the decision that you did? Why did things happen in the sequence that they did? I've always believed in fate. It leaves you with no choice. I believe that's the way God maps out your life path. Perhaps He knew that if He just dropped the map in front of you, you'd just lose your way anyway.

Sat
It's amazing how much my whole perception of someone can change in just one split second. What I heard and saw today scared me somewhat. But then you hold me, and I instead feel safe and secure because I am in the arms of someone just like you.

Sun
I love evenings.